Regaining Belief In My Abilities

Starting to physically

See and sense auras


Starting to realize and accept

That I’ve been able to physically, emotionally,

Spiritually see and sense auras

My entire life.


When I was a babygirl,

I called the spirits “demons” and “monsters”

Because I felt alone in my recognition of them.

I searched for answers, but was discouraged

From asking questions.

From others and then myself.

I would see our energy and ignore it,

I would sense our energy and call it

Aches or illness.

The conscious mind is a tool and a hindrance.


– Oyá


A 3-Dimensional being sees the connection between every entity and aspect of our universe. They (I) see past the illusion of separation. “Separation is the greatest illusion…” There is no we, they, he, she, it. Only I.

Realization of this opens and balances our Third Eye chakra point. The Third Eye chakra point is located between the brow, and a little above the eyebrows. This point deals with our intuition, our natural knowing of the laws of the world and the true ways of living beings. Connection with the intuition allows truth to be our perspective of our existence and we are more easily able to put aside the ego (our mindset). When our Third Eye is under-active, we feel lost, constantly searching for answers outside of ourselves. When it is over-active, we cannot humble ourselves enough to accept guidance, and pride becomes involved. Balance is the way of our world and to be conscious of the laws of the universe and to find peace, we must be balanced within ourselves. One of the purposes of living multiple lifetimes is so that our souls can become balanced.

To balance out the Third Eye, a balanced diet is required. Alkaline water and foods are good for balancing the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. Staying active balances the physical because our bodies are not meant to stay stagnant. Truthful communication with yourself and others in all forms (writing, touch, eye communication,verbal). And a healthy amount of time with your mind allows for clarity so that we can hear the messages we are constantly being given. It is also important to live with self love and acceptance! Love is a necessary force of life…we are beings of love.

Peace, love!



End Of My Ramadan Fast On Summer Solstice

Yesterday, June 21, 2017 was Summer Solstice (Along with June 20), the longest days of the year for the Northern Hemisphere and the start of Cancer. Being a Gemini, I wanted to start off my Gemini year with the strengthening of my body, mind, heart and soul so I joined the Ramadan fast. This was my first fast and I definitely feel the positive results of it.

First I want to say that I do not participate in the Islamic religion. I joined this fast because of my own reasons and as it went along I stuck with it for a couple other reasons, like that I felt my ability to focus getting stronger. All my energy went to what needed it the most and to what best utilized my time.

Still in mind

if I choose it.

Accepting of self,

the creative director

of my life.

Aware of my own

control, powered by the will of

spirit intuition.

It is so clear, my intentions

I am everything and I am rooted

I am curious and ageless

I am guilty and precious

I am the dark mother

I am the burning bird of creation

I have changed my name.

I am.

Thank you.

End of my Ramadan fast



Day 20


two more days to go.

my life is what i make it,

there is pressure on a god.

expectations are detrimental,

not allowing room for breath,

not allowing room for truth.

expectations consume me,

making my choices be heavy chores,

second-guessing what i don’t have control of.

some days

my intuition gets lost in an undetectable place.

i miss her when my mind runs wild.

all brain, no body

i feel weak.

i look for answers in the


areas of life i was planning on leaving behind.


release them.


lounge in a pool of darkness,

emerge as the sun.

June 18, 2017

Day 20 of my Ramadan fast