End Of My Ramadan Fast On Summer Solstice

Yesterday, June 21, 2017 was Summer Solstice (Along with June 20), the longest days of the year for the Northern Hemisphere and the start of Cancer. Being a Gemini, I wanted to start off my Gemini year with the strengthening of my body, mind, heart and soul so I joined the Ramadan fast. This was my first fast and I definitely feel the positive results of it.

First I want to say that I do not participate in the Islamic religion. I joined this fast because of my own reasons and as it went along I stuck with it for a couple other reasons, like that I felt my ability to focus getting stronger. All my energy went to what needed it the most and to what best utilized my time.

Still in mind

if I choose it.

Accepting of self,

the creative director

of my life.

Aware of my own

control, powered by the will of

spirit intuition.

It is so clear, my intentions

I am everything and I am rooted

I am curious and ageless

I am guilty and precious

I am the dark mother

I am the burning bird of creation

I have changed my name.

I am.

Thank you.

End of my Ramadan fast



Day 20


two more days to go.

my life is what i make it,

there is pressure on a god.

expectations are detrimental,

not allowing room for breath,

not allowing room for truth.

expectations consume me,

making my choices be heavy chores,

second-guessing what i don’t have control of.

some days

my intuition gets lost in an undetectable place.

i miss her when my mind runs wild.

all brain, no body

i feel weak.

i look for answers in the


areas of life i was planning on leaving behind.


release them.


lounge in a pool of darkness,

emerge as the sun.

June 18, 2017

Day 20 of my Ramadan fast


  1. Sound Healing
  2. The Cycles Of The Universe
  3. A Better Insight

This journey might start in weakness and as a last resort, but if we continue consistent, we see how much beauty is actually on our path. There is no end. When we think that we are at our highest is when we see that we are actually nowhere near it. There is no end. In life, there are waves that we surf. A wave of prosperity… a wave of destruction… realize that these are the same. Destruction is ascension, the wave deconstructs your former self so that you can evolve and in prosperity we become aware of the adaptation. Remember, we need the dark so that we can grow in light and we need light to cherish our pure form in the dark but in both settings WE ARE LOVE.

The full moon in Sagittarius was 3 days ago. They call this a ‘Strawberry Full Moon’ because under it we shine like a fresh-picked strawberry in moonlight. Allow the power of Sagittarius to help us break through the barriers we could not or would not face. Right now we have an opportunity to achieve forgotten goals that actually lift us to a brighter place in our life, or into a necessary place. We are so much more powerful and beautiful that we believe, and accepting mediocrity is a disservice to all that we have been, are and will be. No one is perfect but we are all needed. Have faith in your role in the human community.

Peace love!