Day 20

countdown

two more days to go.

my life is what i make it,

there is pressure on a god.

expectations are detrimental,

not allowing room for breath,

not allowing room for truth.

expectations consume me,

making my choices be heavy chores,

second-guessing what i don’t have control of.

some days

my intuition gets lost in an undetectable place.

i miss her when my mind runs wild.

all brain, no body

i feel weak.

i look for answers in the

DO NOT TOUCH

areas of life i was planning on leaving behind.

today:

release them.

today:

lounge in a pool of darkness,

emerge as the sun.

June 18, 2017

Day 20 of my Ramadan fast